Free at last, free at last, thank God I'm FREE at last.

Well, here I am.  I have sold my childhood horror house.  The brother that raped me as a child is dead.  The Father that hated me and beat me is dead.  The brother that did drugs and drank and stole and did what every other addict did, I haven't spoken to in over 20 years is well out of my thoughts.  And the mother that covered it all up and cause me mental anguish up until the day she died...is dead. Free at last, free at last, thank God I'm FREE at last.

I am now officially homeless.  Financially well off, but homeless none the less.  I have checked into a hotel and slept the first 12 hours.  I think I really needed the sleep.  Then took care of some business and picked up my passport.  I am not on any major schedule and although I still have some left over tension, I am more relaxed.  I think once I leave LI and the idiots that live here, I will be close to monkey stage and working towards human.

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